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August 2009 September 2009 Kudos
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9.20.200910:26:00 PM
JOURNEYS
6:28:00 PM
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9.18.20099:36:00 PM
i so hate myself sometimes
FUCKUFUCKUFUCKUFUCKU! YOU WOULD'NT KNOW THE TERM FATHER EVEN IF IT WAS TATOOED ON YOUR EYEBALL! YOU CAN JUST GO AND DIE AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I'D RATHER ATTEND SOME LOSER'S BIRTHDAY PARTY THAN YOUR STINKING FUNERAL GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE on another note im so pissed with myself my face is a itching mind field wating to explode my whole body actually suckers im going to privatise this fucking hell tell me if you wanna be invited i'll think about it Peace-X Labels: fucker
9.12.20093:47:00 PM
depression infatuation
the sky is falling the holidays are ending school ripped out my fantasy of waking up in the noon crucified it and took every part ont get me started on the very worse part homework and duties yuk im throwing the towel in the muck im getting really pissed off right now i mean like seriously would it kill them to start school one hr later? ''a nap! a nap! my kingdom for a nap!'' in case you numbskulls dont understand this ''joke'' above, go brush up on your shakespeare suckers its not helping my vibe that i cant find my fucking report and that people out there actually support sellouts? this is sooo not my week to think my wntire holiday was totally fucked up and occupied by school it also did'nt help that i know tons of lame people urgh! lame parents guess what? i resorted to reading its not helping my depressing lonelyness heh! peace-x Labels: quotations of a bad inspiration
9.09.200910:14:00 PM
Hunky Dory
disclaimer: the title of this post has nothing to do with a) some hot guy called dory or b) a David Bowie Song lets start: im freak like really somehow i think im different from people i sound different maybe i think differently its like theres nothing that interestingly cool thats worth you dont feel real its like im trying too hard all the time i've gotta stop reading all those lame books i've borrowed i feel friggin lonely i have no idea like i said i just seem so invisible like there nothing worth in me freak... i've gotta stop all my bad habits be real for once stop living in dream land but its hard its so much sweeter in there than out there felt like this before sure you did i know people have it harded than me but, i cant think right now life is excruciatingly unfair notoriously its like why are we here to suffer? i dont get it do you? give me a ring if you do i'll appreciate it much Peace-X Labels: liar liar pants on fire
9.05.20099:29:00 PM
Gilded Butterflies
i am this close to dying /this close/ theres so many things i just want to runaway everything thing is in a mess my work my family my friends my life just yesterday i lost my wallet i found it back (tks lady at mac's) today is like horror soon i wont be able to blog my dad is threatening not to pay the damn pub bill soon i'll be shitass poor i dont think i'll ever be able to suceed in life i have nothing NADA i hate life its not like im talented and shit i hate everything like i said im so close to killling myself i've felt so dead it'll make no difference there just so many things i dont feel like blogging anymore im just a born loser im mean my mom is som,etime great but sometimes downright annoying but way better than the old man the only problem i had was financial like really i feel like those shitass emo people im so lifeless i dont see the point in continuing my life its just one big struggle im such a quitter i know that i just cant handle it some people just dont know how fucking lucky they are open you eyes! you dont have to even walk a metre in my shoes i know the people living in afghan/africa/etc are less fortunate than me they dont get an education but they also dont have emotional stress from some shitass education centre or parental fuckers either way i dont want it i just dont want anything anymore i dont have the enthusiasm i just wanna die and waste away i dont want to see this 'amazing' world yeah right. Peace-X
9.01.20095:41:00 PM
perversion attention
i need to stop its killing me each moment i *LOL*-ed today im not gonna describe it blogger is getting boring i've tried tumblr heh not funny im really annoyed at everyone at every form of matter on earth! i don't know what going on im so stressed pw is due i still have sci theres cca tomoro *groan* rash hasent cleared up all this adds up to = annoyed at every form of matter on earth sometimes i cant remember what my blogpost is about hahaha this blog is not a recount of what happened at whichever day its how i think/feel/see the day! adding exclaimation marks makes all phrases/words/shit seem livelier! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really dont want this shit blog to turn into my previous blog "e.g: hey! today i went shoppping! saw alot of nice stuff! Then later i went to eat! ordered food! later took mrt home! yayers!" ----fun to read? BUT flat posts *LOL*-ing feels great but it would be much sweeter if you could share it with someone pshhh! emotions are so overrated life: maybe god written out each and everyones life scripts and life is all predestined dont you think? Peace-X Labels: quotations of a bad inspiration, R-us |