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* Summer Du Jour. Read and exit. ***	Info DISCLAIMER: I live, I breathe, I'm monolingual.	Links I DO NOT DO L!NKS Articulate	Archives August 2009 September 2009 Kudos Now, I would gladly appreciate if you kept this section untouched. We all like honest people now, don't we. This layout was made by Toomunch/Denise,	8.27.20097:24:00 PM spit hey! guess what? im not gonna tell you things anymore eventhough you're directly related to me theres no point Labels: reminders Back To Cloud9 8.24.20092:39:00 PM More pissed than the niagra falls i guess you know what im feeling from the the titile i did'nt go to school today i've been stressed to the max i dunno what to do and you can just fuck off i've yet to decide whether i should quit maybe i dunno i've been the unluckiest chap ever maybe even worse than calamity james i think im invisible to them they dont even know first 4.2 then 4.3 now 4.4 is this some kind of joke urghhhh my hatred has yet to subside im only doing this cos im sans $$ and intelligence or connections maybe i won't even get to a uni i dont have conections CONNECTIONS! tks alot old people really made my life sac is also really not helping project after project after project its even worse when you have losers in you class you know waddya mean? its so stupid i probably wont fall in love or even be loved sigh 2 words: everything sucks 3 reasons: wrong place, wrong time, wrong person Peace-X Labels: calamity jane Back To Cloud9 8.22.20097:38:00 PM itching season im stressed v.much alot of people are'nt helping im really sad i feel like bursting into tears right now but my tears are bone dry i have so many things on my mind its so hard when will it end will it even end the stress and hurt stop annoying me stop coming near me i like you but right now im pissed big time Peace-X [i hope you all read this fcuking post] Labels: annoyance Back To Cloud9 8.19.20095:51:00 PM super superficial upset-ness my legs are not only short and chunky but also scarred i look back and see how much pain rash has caused me i feel so pissed call me superficial i geddit but if it was you, how would you feel i think i should be more persistent i cant always let people step all over me till om covered in tracks its so important to me right now to the world to why did i let you have it i have to stop doing this first you take my stuff now this its too much but how? you owe me stuff and you know it geddit back on another note, i like getting into the inside story deep into the story im gg to be a journalist it'll be fun not as glam as my dreams but still quite fun but life it hard so many projects, so little time so many projects, so many stupid people, so little responsibility i'm stressed, common tests, drama whats a girl gotta do gotta mug supercore i dont even know if i can make it if only we had more doh life would be much easier agreed? i hope i cant let go im gonna enjoy myself Peace-X Labels: hard. shiny. plastic. Back To Cloud9 8.17.20097:33:00 PM Betrayal i till you once more and i'll tell you now like me and i'll like you back love me and i'll love you twice as much Period. Peace-X Labels: how many times Back To Cloud9 8.15.20097:35:00 PM Suiteheart rush hour today finished eng video 1 down 2 to go stressed 2-2 is legendary why cant you be more serious is just a mess im so embarrased about so many things mistakes i've made have scarred me for life im not in love with my own sins my deepest darkest secrets my rashes have pushed me off its so itchy haha not funny sometimes i wonder if i'll ever become a nun i think its good for you doing something spritual serving god yeah....... i wonder when i'll ever stop should i get medical help? its so confusing full of angst im friggin envious i should be so lucky, but im not geddit? IDTS! Peace-X Labels: fly Back To Cloud9 8.12.20096:49:00 PM pseudologia fantastica lies lies lies is there anything more fascinating than it? well, YOU ARE! do you honestly think im that dumb really? stupid. calling you stupid is actually an insult to the word you have no one now people hate you your clingy and sticky now lonely, sad and pathetic really look in the mirror some day see your true colours i cant believe i trusted you comforted you now i understand i wonder what the HELL i ever done i know im annoying sometimes yeah i'll admit it but you dont have to be obvious fine two can play that game just today you fcuking framed me said it was all my fault you just dont want to look worse than you already do loseing more 'friends' have you thought of others? thought of * ? how she would have felt? you said it right in front of her like shes useless she cant help only **** can hey! guess what? im pissed with you and your stupid ***** self centered mucho?? have your little pal ever realised and see anything? dont you even realise? cant you even see? in front of my face! really? is that the best you've got? c'mon you know what? im glad i did'nt get you your stupid birthday present it was not worth it why do you have to do such things? even liarato ultimato is much nicer are you jealous or something? jealous of who? you think you own the world? being bossy and shit you feel crap admit it take a look in the mirror again. dont just get any crappy mirror get one that shows you your true self ON THE INSIDE peace-X Labels: skank-ed out Back To Cloud9 8.11.20096:57:00 PM secret hideouts i just want to run away just for one whole day i need it its so confusing its hard to remeber the last time i whole heartedly laughed i dont feel like going back i dont feel like living its no point all so useless i know your stressed but have you ever thought of me? like really? i dont want to be a part of this a part of you i want to runaway forever maybe then i can get away from all this misery yeah, im pissed so what? like your helping im getting so tired of all of this i want to sleep it off live in lalaland its sounds cheesy, i know but really.... dont you? whats the real meaning of life im dying to know is it just misery maybe a tinge of smile or just pain and we dont need it all the laughter in me just got sucked you i feel tired i cant be bothered im just born in the wrong era, family, country etc..... maybe i was'nt meant to be alive i need to ponder on this its full of hatred and despair illnesses love pain i dont want it i dont need it i did'nt ask for it im stressed its an epic fail i know i should count my blessings but its hard dont you think? are you listening? its it im just unlucky or that its just plain unfair and you did'nt help by insulting me tks a bunch much appreciated peace-X Labels: bone dry Back To Cloud9 8.08.20095:04:00 PM vacuum am i that invisible? i feel so plastic like its not real others would reply to others mine is just empty i wonder about the thoughts of others when they see me why? what? how? is that even possible? i need to change be a better person everything is all confusing right now dont you agree? im getting so stressed out! i can literally LITERALLY feel my hair dropping its like pieces of thread dropping on your legs thats how serious it is its all so confusing peace-X Labels: non existent Back To Cloud9 8.06.20097:57:00 PM grotesque you are fucked up and your friend is spoiled. period. i still dont get why im wasting my energy btw, im still 'friends' with you i can hurt you deeper this way go on, keep spreading about me oh, and tell your little friend to stop being rotten i know your problems she left you now you want them to leave me i feel sorry for you, you dont have a life its stupid and childish grow up, if you can peace-X Labels: female dogs Back To Cloud9 8.04.20096:00:00 PM lame. pretty much all terrible today. terrible. period. theres not much use nagging waste of energy much? everydays been total bull this week i know its just tues, but yeah.... i'm so tired of drama queens and skank princesses can't you just be more........ nice? i think jinx has been following me around town no, its not fun im struggling much? everytime i get on the top of the rope, something pulls me down, each time lower then before the climb is high, and i doubt the view will be great i'll try to see the glass half full tomoro waking up in the morning ruins the mood unfortunately the tides' been going against me this past few weeks lucky you! peace-X Labels: wheelchair wee Back To Cloud9 8.03.20095:09:00 PM wishfull thinking dream is not reality, reality is not a dream how hard you wish, either will never happen. im still questioning myself, is there anyone you can trust? answer is probably no it is hard indeed, one minute your talking to me next day your shunning me you may not say it but i can sense the drama and tension im sick of your DRAMA probably cos' maybe you found someting cooler well, good for you, but you dont have to distant me denial isn't just a river in egypt i get it now im the 2nd common denominator you dont have to use people you just dont want to feel alone the airs on your head are just combusting i feel alone, and small call me delusional, but im not it has been hard life's a bomb shard everythings all charred sure, i have people whom i know will never fade me i hope sometimes its so difficult to differentiate your real friends to people who use you. well, i wont waste my energy on you you're just not worth it. im blogging again, i'll try not to let this blog die i hope this will improve my command of english i figured out: i'm not a languages person peace-x Labels: drama, typical. Back To Cloud9 8.01.20095:12:00 PM dipped my feet in the puddles of blogosphere once again ciao! im back to blogging to entertain myself been absent from life for the past 3 days nothing much, wasting my saturday away lost important stuff left my juvenile blog to rot they say love is a battlefield, schools much more like one, you're always fighting for something i wonder why i even bother i know, cos im not a celebutante i get it. my inspiration has diluted greatly i simply adore the taste of kiwi seeds much less, life is hard and uniforms plain suck btw, without uniforms, i'll get a whole lot more stressed i'd have to think bout what im gonna wear everyday people dont get it, buck up in life loserrs you're bringing down the house and not in a good way thats all i've got to say peace-x Labels: quotations of a bad inspiration Back To Cloud9